Dear Future Boyfriend




First and foremost
I want you to love me
Not the person I want you to see
But the person I tried to keep even to myself
I want you to know me more than what other people do
For starters my favorite color is gray
I'm not even sure if that's a color at all but I like it
I have a weird sound of laugh
I'll let you in on my own special space
Let you sleep and hear my heartbeat
Hugs and kisses are mandatory
'Cause I love doing them
I'll nuzzle your neck
Hold hands in the cinemas

Please
Don't make me your secret
But don't make me your trophy
I know I'm complicated, stubborn and egoistic at times
I'm difficult to love
I'm insecure and can be taxing at times
I sometimes feel lonely for no reason
I laugh even at the most mundane things
I'll get jealous and turn a hissy fit once in a while
But that is an indication of how much I love you
I'll share with you my happiest moments
Turn to you on the saddest of times

I'll cook for you 
We'll watch movies and TV series together
Travel and see as much of the world together
I'll sing for you even if it sounds more like reading a poem
I'll compromise though that is still something I need to learn
I'll take care of you 
Stay for as long as you want me to
I can go on and on with the things I will do
But simply put
I'll do my best to be the best you'll ever have
In my own way of loving
There will be times that we will be tested
But I hope we can be truthful to each other

Never hurt me intentionally 'cause I know it will happen one way or another
I'm being realistic
But please, don't ever let even a single night pass by that we have disagreement

And lastly,
Sweep me off my feet
Make me question why I was even afraid to fall in love in the first place.

Credits:

Dear No One by Tori Kelly

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A man who never doubted the sun's intentions.

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